A well to quench the thirst
"You won, but You've killed the man."
It came out wrong. If there's anything that ought to be killed, it's the man's hold on an arranged life. He's been trying to get this through. Nothing that you arrange is going to get you where you're heading with your heart. He's bidding you to toss the maps and navigate blindfolded. Would you trust? He's inviting you to drink from His eternal fount at the end of the road - dare you desire?
Be brave and keep thirsting. That's all you can do, really. You can't arrive if you're not even traveling.