Dare you desire?
You gather that He's not One who forgets about things you've long banished from your memories. But does it matter as much now what you did many years or a few days ago ever brought joy to His heart? Can't disappointments wear out His zeal like they are wearing out yours?
It's absurd that He could rejoice over things you wish never happened - things no sane person would ever do. But it's indisputable. He always has a special liking for such things. How strange...
There is much owning up to do if He chooses to tell you this much about His pleasures in the oft-forgotten past... Like a family lawyer reading out a rich man's will, He's telling you more than you dare to hear.